Thanksgiving

8 June 2007 was probably one of the most traumatic days of my life. I was driving to work in the morning and when I turned into D’Almeida Street where my office building (Republic Plaza) is, a pedestrian suddenly dashed out from nowhere and into the lane I was driving along. I totally didn’t see her so I didn’t have time to react. There was a collision and she fell on the ground. She did not get up so I really thought that she had sustained serious injuries or worse still had died.

But through this entire incident, I really wanna thank God for a lot of things. Indeed God is a God who neither slumbers nor sleeps and is constantly watching over His children. Because there are so many and I don’t wanna miss out on anything I will classify my thanksgiving.

1) I really really wanna thank God that the pedestrian is ok. She suffered minor abrasions on her knees and she was a bit in a daze but generally she could walk and she could talk so she’s generally ok. The ambulance came very quickly and she was sent off to hospital for a check-up. But she messaged me later in the day to say that she’s fine. and that she’s rateful for my help. This in itself is pretty amazing. The fact that she messaged me to thank me.

2) When the accident happened, I was also in a state of shock so I couldn’t think properly. I didn’t realize it but I was praying under my breath. Thank God for the help that He sent very very quickly. Within a few minutes, one of my bosses drove by and he came to help. Being the head of the criminal dept he was of course invaluable help. Then another partner came by, and being an insurance lawyer she was of great help as well. She took all the necessary photos of the scene and of my car and basically the 2 of them handled everything while I stood around shaking and not knowing what to do. God really sent His angels to help me! There was also a very kind passerby called Katie who came by to help the pedestrian and myself. U know how it is with typical Singaporeans. Most of them didn’t bother to help or worse took down my car number plate to buy 4D. Katie is Caucasian.

3) I wanna thank God for such kind and understanding colleagues. They took me to eat breakfast to calm my nerves. Later another partner also came by to comfort me by which time I couldn’t control myself and broke down in tears. He said I could go home if I wanted. I was just very thankful for the support.

4) I wanna thank God that there are so many people around me love me and care for me!
Felicia’s (one of my girls) prayer for me was very touching. And my friends Jasmine and Corinne whom I just met at EJ288 re encounter sent me flowers! I felt so loved! Of course to all the other people who prayed and cared I really thank God for all of them!

5) I thank God also for the pedestrian who’s very honest. She told the traffic police that she dashed out. She could have lied and blamed it on me.

6) I thank God also for the investigating officer. I went to record my statement with the police at about 6pm that very day. He was generally quite nice and he told me that most likely they would take no further action in this matter but worse case is they’ll charge me and 6 demerit points.

7) I thank God that I was forced to confront my fear of driving immediately. My dad was supposed to come drive me to the police station at 5pm but he got the time wrong and thought it was 6pm so I had to drive myself. In a way, it’s a restoration of confidence.

8) When I left the office and was driving towards the ECP, I suddenly had a huge stomachache! I was driving past Michelle’s office then so I called her to come help me take over the car whilst I ran to the toilet! Thank God for her!

9) Thank God also for my dad who accompanied me to the police station and was most supportive throughout albeit a bit naggy. Thank God for my mom who showed alot of concern and care.

10) I thank God that I am ok and that I did not run away. That would have just made it a million times worse.

11) Thank God for His favour, protection and above all His presence throughout the ordeal!

Reflections from movies

I believe God speaks in many different ways to different people. God speaks to me through movies sometimes. It’s almost like a live commentary, the holy spirit speaking whilst the movie is playing. The first time this happened was when I went to watch Spider-Man 2 sometime in 2004…

From Sony Pictures
Spider-Man 2 is one of my all time favourite movies.

Spider-Man was sick of being spider man. Because he was spider man he was always late for work. Because he was spider man he had no time to do his assignments. But most importantly, because he was Spider-Man he could not be with the girl he loved. So one fine day he decided that he did not want to be Spider-Man anymore. He stopped saving people in distress. He stopped chasing after crooks. But he now had time to do his work and he could now commit to the girl he loved. Things were better this way, he thought. But what of the times when he saw bad guys beating up their victims in the streets? What happens when he hears a string of police cars racing after criminals? His conscience pricked him tremendously. He knew he had the power to help. He knew it was his destiny to help.

One day Spider-Man was talking to his beloved aunt. I suppose she knew that he was Spider-Man. She said that sometimes in life to fulfil your destiny, you have to give up your dreams. Spider-Man also remembered that his uncle once said that with great power comes great responsibility. And Spider-Man knew in his heart that he could not stop being spider man. His selfish dreams had to die. He was given a gift and it was his choice whether or not to exercise it. So Spider-Man returned. He discarded his own selfish ambition and embraced his calling. And he really thought there was no way his dreams could ever be fulfilled in light of this decision. He even told the girl that.

I’m sure we sometimes feel like spider man did. For a while, I’ve felt like Spider-Man. I have many fleshly desires which conflict against the spirit. And I wonder why it’s so difficult to journey with God. And just like spider man, my very precious dreams have to die in order that God’s will be fulfilled in my life. As Solomon said, “there is a time to be born and there is a time to die” (Ecclesiastes 3:2). There comes a point in time when our old self has to die. Only then can the new creation truly be born. And we do have a choice whether or not to die to self. Just like how

Spider-man had a choice. He could revert to his old life before he knew of his gift or he could choose to embrace the new life that had been freely given to him. It’s all about choice.

With great power comes great responsibility. I’m sure we all know about the parable of the talents. “For everyone who has will be given more, whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken from him” (Matthew 25:29). When spider man was struggling against his gift, the unwillingness in his heart affected his ability to cast webs. It soon reached the point where he could no longer exercise his gift. Similarly, if we decide in our hearts that we do not wish to invest our talents in the kingdom of God, we will soon lose it. Once again, it’s all about choice.

There was one scene in the movie where the civilians finally saw the face of the man behind the spider man mask. And one of them commented, “he’s just a kid”. And very often that’s how I feel. I would tell God, “I’m just a girl. Are you sure I can go through that and emerge alive? I don’t think I can do it and more importantly, I don’t want to do it.”

The reason why the civilian was surprised to find that spider man was just a kid was because of his supernatural ability. However, it’s never about whether I can do it but it’s about God working through me supernaturally. “With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible” (Matthew 19:26) Having dealt with that, what remains is whether we are willing to allow God to work in us supernaturally. It takes faith to believe that God will not test us beyond what we can bear (1 Cor 10:13). But we must make the choice to bear it.

At the end of the movie, after spider man had made the choice to be who he was called to be and after he had fought the villain, his dreams were fulfilled after all. The girl turned up at his apartment and told him this: you spend all your time saving others, now let me save you. The most important reason why anyone should choose the spirit over flesh is because we need to save ourselves. “The mind of the flesh is death, but the mind controlled by the spirit is peace and life” (Romans 8:6).

The next time you watch a movie, open up your ears, eyes and heart and you’d be surprise how the Lord can speak through something as simple as watching a movie…

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